Now I just deleted my Instagram, Tweeter(not sure about spelling) and Youtube, and even my VPN! I had to start again with sth!
My taraz is a disaster now, cause it was like I was hibernating... But I hope that I'd be woken up by now.
My English is terrible now. I cannot remember many words now and that's a real shame 4 me.
And let me tell you sth. I think I've started to have feelings about a real person in my life. And I cannot tell anyone about it, cause it'll be just a start for a trouble! So eventhough we meet a lot I should stop myself and that's so fucking hard.
Also, I read an interview of Shawn.it really changed the way I thought about him. It made me feel like that he is a real human with his own problems and stuff(here is the 3rd place that I wrote this sentence!) But I still have a crush on him. And the good thing that with thinking about Shawn, I think much less about M&M and that is a really good thing.
The last thing I wanna mention is that I still have no clear clue about what I wanna do with my life. Have no spicific plans... I have to think alot about it:))